'I 'settled' for a husband who I thought was a 'safe' choice. Not super attractive, non-smoker, non-drinker, not the partying type — kind of a 'nerd.' ...'
"I 'settled' and I'm good in life, but not happy. To be honest, I'm not even sure the romantic, infatuated love that I envisioned actually exists. I'm terrified of the dating world to ever try again. I've been with my husband for 14 years . We were in high school when we met, and he cheated many times — physically, gross amounts of messages, secret emails, etc.. I hated him for MANY years, and in a sense I still do hold some hate all of these years later.
"I always questioned those feelings within myself. I didn’t have anyone who I could talk to about it — I stayed in that marriage for 10 years. Thankfully we never had kids. When I started working, I met so many different people, and it was then I realized that it was not fair on my part to keep us tied down to each other.
I never thought I wanted kids, but it turned out I never wanted them with him. A small part of me always knew that I didn’t want to be with him, that I didn’t love him that way, and was always afraid that if I did have kids with him, I probably would've never left. When I brought up separation, he was devastated. I told him that we both deserved a chance to be with someone we loved. It’s been almost eight years since we ended it, and I am still struggling to find 'the one.' He, on the other hand, is married now and has kids.""I was scared to come out — so when I was 17, I started dating this guy. I never thought it would turn into anything, but all of a sudden we had been together for over five years and were living together.
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